{"id":15009,"date":"2023-09-14T14:57:50","date_gmt":"2023-09-14T11:57:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dance.lt\/new\/?p=15009"},"modified":"2023-10-03T14:58:14","modified_gmt":"2023-10-03T11:58:14","slug":"mas23-failing-at-my-best","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dance.lt\/new\/2023\/09\/14\/mas23-failing-at-my-best\/","title":{"rendered":"MAS’23: Failing at my best"},"content":{"rendered":"

…viens devyni trim \u0161e\u0161tais. Do you think we are still young? I am afraid to fail. I am afraid I will be unmasked, all the petals will fall from the damask rose, and nothing will be left. Bijau, kad ugnim k\u016brens, kaip viduram\u017ei\u0173 ragan\u0105, nekalt\u0105 savo vaiki\u0161kumu ir pa\u010di\u0105 kal\u010diausi\u0105 suaugus. My toes are<\/em>\u2026 (Fragmentas i\u0161 menin\u0117s akcijos \u201eFailing at my best\u201c).<\/p>\n

Gali kasdien praeiti pro vien\u0105 ar kit\u0105 kert\u0119 taip \u012f j\u0105 niekad neu\u017e\u0117jus. Kaip ir \u017emog\u0173 \u0161imtus kart\u0173 sutikti jo taip ir nepa\u017einus.<\/p>\n

Metra\u0161tinink\u0173 kiemelis man \u2013 nepa\u017einta vieta, \u012f kuri\u0105 u\u017eklydau MAS d\u0117ka: pusantros valandos elektroninius metra\u0161\u010dius \u010dia ra\u0161\u0117 performanso k\u016br\u0117jai Inga Galinyt\u0117 ir Denisas Kolomyckis. Menin\u0119 akcij\u0105 pavadino \u201eFailing at my best\u201c. Inga ir Denisas man visai kaip Metra\u0161tinink\u0173 kiemelis: sutinkami nepa\u017e\u012fstami.<\/p>\n

Kiemelis ma\u017eutis, kiek ar\u010diau sienos stovi menininko Vaclovo Krutinio skulpt\u016bra \u201eMetra\u0161tininkas\u201c. \u010cia pat \u2013 medin\u0117 pakyla su trumpomis kop\u0117t\u0117l\u0117mis. Beveik kaip kokia istorin\u0117 keliaujan\u010dios scenos rekonstrukcija. Ant jos jau \u012fsitais\u0119 ir patys performeriai. Jie laiko b\u0117gan\u010di\u0173 eilu\u010di\u0173 elektronines i\u0161kabas, subtitr\u0173 lentas. Dar dvi tokios stovi \u0161alia pakylos. Viskas stati\u0161ka. Menininkai kei\u010dia pozicijas tik tada, kai j\u0173 k\u016bnams pasidaro nepatogu.<\/p>\n

Jaukus \u0161is stati\u0161kas buvimas. \u010cia vyrauja ka\u017ekokia pagarbi tyla. Net kv\u0117ptelti sunku. Denisas ir Inga \u017evelgia ramiai. Nedaug j\u0173 emocij\u0173 pamatysi.<\/p>\n

Tik tekstai ne tokie jauk\u016bs. Bendrai mestas \u017evilgsnis galb\u016bt ir \u012fsid\u0117m\u0117s vien\u0105 \u2013 kit\u0105 fraz\u0119, ir vis tik, norint perprasti \u0161i\u0173, atrodyt\u0173, i\u0161or\u0117je rami\u0173 siel\u0173 verksmus \u2013 eilutes kantriai skaitysi nuosekliai, kiekvien\u0105kart apsisprend\u017eiant, kurias \u0161itaip nesustojamai b\u0117gan\u010dias j\u0173 mintis sugauti (i\u0161kabos juk keturios). Angli\u0161k\u0105 sakin\u012f gena lietuvi\u0161kas. I\u0161sakyta mintis apstoja, j\u0105 permu\u0161a naujas susim\u0105stymas, angli\u0161kai. Taip ir kalbasi m\u016bs\u0173 kartos: vienas \u017eodis lietuvi\u0161kai, angli\u0161kai du.<\/p>\n

Ingos ir Deniso mintys vis sukrenta skausmingai, nugano iki paribio b\u016bsen\u0173: kaip v\u0117l savimi tik\u0117ti? I\u0161bristi? Neabejoti? Savimi patik\u0117ti? Skaitant vis\u0105 \u0161\u012f s\u0105mon\u0117s sraut\u0105 susidaro \u012fsp\u016bdis, kad angl\u0173 kalba i\u0161sakomos mintys dr\u0105sesn\u0117s. \u0160is perk\u0117limas \u012f kit\u0105 kalb\u0105 sukuria nepermatom\u0105 apsaugin\u012f sluoksn\u012f, tarsi \u017eengiant u\u017e tam tikro barjero: apsisaugant nuo tiesioginio \u012fvardinimo, nuo pripa\u017einimo ar pasmerkimo, nuo kart\u0173 ir u\u017esistov\u0117jusi\u0173 norm\u0173.<\/p>\n

Du meninink\u0173 k\u016bnai ilsisi \u0161alia. Tiesiog tyliai b\u016bna, ir to u\u017etenka. \u017dvilgsniu kartais vienas kit\u0105 sugauna, nors da\u017eniausiai susikoncentruoja \u012f dang\u0173 ar sien\u0105. \u0160is pokalbis tylus. Tarpusavyje, ir tarp m\u016bs\u0173. \u0160itaip tyliai ir pasitraukti svarbu. Kad neb\u016bt\u0173 dar vien\u0173 sudu\u017eusi\u0173 siel\u0173.<\/p>\n

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